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Dear Suicide, Anorexia, and Cuts So Deep.

Fri Dec 18, 2009, 9:43 PM
  • Mood: Tired
Dear suicide, anorexia, and cuts so deep,
I was wondering why do you make me weep?
I know we're special friends that stay together,
but do you have to stick with me forever?

Maybe we should take a break from this all,
I think happiness and life are giving me a call.
Just let me go and find someone happy and new,
someone who can handle what you all say and do.

Yes anorexia you have told me many times to starve,
these eating habits in me you want to carve.
You won't let me escape you but I only mean well,
please let me leave this place that's like hell.

I can see my bones so I'm sure you are done,
I need to have a single meal please just one.
I liked it better when normal clothing fit me,
I'd rather be "fat" then this don't you agree?

Dearest suicide how you love to whisper in my ear,
you tell me I have no use being alive and here.
But maybe, just maybe someone out there loves me,
and maybe I'll start a life filling me with glee.

Suicide I'm tempted to do as you always say,
but something always seems to get in your way.
So maybe fate has a plan for me in this life,
so please leave me and take your bloody knife.

Finally cutting my only comfort and best friend,
my eyes fill with tears but our friendship must end.
These ugly white lines that you leave behind,
those will be the memories ingraved in my mind.

Like pictures of old friends but I must move on,
you comforted me knowing this was coming all along.
Either from death or betrayl this would end,
sadly I have betrayed you my addicting friend.

I have melted my knife into the sea of the past,
told suicide my days with him will never be my last.
I have given anorexia food and it withered away,
so here my new life starts on this lovely day.

Love, a broken soul.

(made by: xxEverlastingNightmarexx on quizilla)

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:iconliseva:
Thankees for the fav :)

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you're welcome! you take amazing pictures. :)
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